Me, myself, and I

Me, myself, and I

    I do cooking, cleaning, and learning at the same time. I do not have anything. I need to strive and work hard for what I am aiming for. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I didn't go anywhere without permission, some might say my life is boring, school, house, and doing chores are my everyday routine. I have friends whom I can talk to, run, and ask whenever I need a favor, but are this friendship will last 'til we have our own life someday? will this friendship be the same as what it is today? neither I nor they can say.  

    I've been through a lot that I am not telling anyone how hard it is. I chose not to say anything, it's better that only I should be the one being hurt because I know to myself I'm capable of enduring the pain that keeps repeating on me. 

    I'm not blaming anyone for what I am today, thus, I'm thankful. Thankful for the lessons and pain that make me stronger and wiser than before. We have different stories to tell and lessons to share, but one thing is for sure, doing things with a heart is priceless. 

    In one of the quotes from Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets, Albus Dumbledore says, "It is not our abilities that show what we truly are. It is our choices". All of us have the abilities to show, but in the end, it's our choices that truly matter that will make us into something that we are not expecting to happen.